Lovers and liars

2011-08-01T22:34:00.002+08:00

I have this fear.

I'm afraid to complicate matters because you've been such a good friend to me and I like things the way it is now. Yet, I'm afraid that you might like me. And vice versa.

And should anything happen in the future, I know that things will never be the same.

That's my fear.

2011-05-16T01:14:00.002+08:00

Looking back, that period of time was so horrible, I dont wish to go through it again.

It's been 3 months and I've grown a little stronger out of this. Right now, I'm just hoping this feeling of missing you will just all go away. It's not healthy to miss someone when you know your feelings will not be reciprocated.

On a side note, I'm doing better now.

O hai. It's almost the end of 2009

2009-12-09T22:28:00.002+08:00

Once in awhile, I get bored. I tend to stray from my photo(b)log and tumblr. This holiday, I bury my heads in novels, strain my eyes in front of the computer screen just to watch Glee, HIMYM, Gokusen, WGM and all the other drama shizzles.

It's not that I'm gone from this blog. I'd come back, just not like the past.

In two weeks time, it'd be X'mas. In another three, it'd be New Year's Day which equates to a brand new year. It felt like whatever happened the past 12 months have been squeezed into yesterday.

My 2009 memories are all stuck here. Perhaps in 3 weeks time, I'll change my mind again about where to keep my memories. I'm fickle like that.

Ciaos.

Oh hai.

2009-10-20T22:28:00.004+08:00

The last time I came here was 2 months ago.

Tumblr's been good. No complications or any other fucked up situation so I'm currently loving it there.

For the past 2 months, I've been thinking of what I can do about this website. I think I've finally come to a conclusion that edictoflove will be my pictorial blog. The more I think about it, the more I love the idea.

I will start uploading pictures once I have some free time on my hands.

Change of plans. I realised I have another blogspot website which I've never used so I'm shifting myself and the pictures there. Camufare will be the sister site of Electrikrayons.

And edictoflove will remain as it is. Unchanged and untouched until I decide that it's time to either remove it or just...let it rot. You've been faithful ^^

Okay bye.

C . A . M . U . F . A . R . E

Goodbye.

2009-08-31T00:01:00.001+08:00

You've been good. But now it's time to move on.

I will miss you. And perhaps occasionally, I'll stop by and pay you a lil' visit.

ElectriKrayons

ABC, easy as 123.

2009-08-27T00:44:00.001+08:00

I'm going to sound like a total bimbo here now because...

Both my index fingers has chipped blue nails! My beeyouteefool blue nails (inserts super sad face).

But that's cause I had itchy fingers :D

Danyl Johnson

2009-08-26T00:04:00.001+08:00

"I've been doing this for how many years? 8, 9 years? That was, single-handedly, the best first audition I have ever heard."

-Simon Cowell

Movie-hyped.

2009-08-25T23:01:00.002+08:00

All these, and more.

Do more than what you're given.

2009-08-24T23:21:00.001+08:00

I cant add any muthaeffin' images on to Blogger. I wanna change my blogging platform alr. Blogger sucksssss~ not to mention pisses me off.

Anyhoozles, I realised that I've a lot to catch up on after seeing and hearing what David said about Final Assignments and all other shizzles. It's not as simple as I thought it'd be. More sketches more drawings more paintings more everything.

Bottomline: (Please read post's title)

Btw, I just realised something after so long. I dont think IE supports my web template. IE sucks also anyways so I dont really give much of a shit.

We have all forgot more than we remember

2009-08-22T20:12:00.002+08:00

@ 1045PM.

FUCK.

–interjection
5. Slang. (used to express anger, disgust, peremptory rejection, etc., often fol. by a pronoun, as you or it.)

AM SO FUCKING PISSED OFF RIGHT NOW. I will definitely lose something at the end of school everyday. I have lost myself 1 pencil. 2 erasers. and 1 ruler. In a muthaeffin' week. Like feeling super fucking fucked up right now. And the most fucked up thing is I dont know who took it from me. Fuck.

And once again, f-u-c-k.

******

Tauhuay and I spent so effin' much today, we felt like killing ourselves after that. But I think we'd die happy cause all our purchases was so mothereffin' awesome. The steal of all steals was this cute flower pot peg which we got it free just by signing up for the mailing list! So cool horrrrrrr~

We walked all the way back to DB and search high and low for tracing papers but at the end of the day, we still went to Art Friends at Taka. I wanted to meet Cupcake at *Scape but my legs were too tired to carry me there so I took the bus home with tauhuay.

Today was a super eventful day. Me loike~!

This beautiful mistake.

2009-08-20T22:53:00.000+08:00

It has been awhile, hasn't it?

For the past few months, I was coming close to breaking down but I held it in. I was constantly worrying but after today, everything has been settled. Or almost settled. Finally, he made a wise choice. To others, it's deemed as an embarrassment. To us however, it's a sigh of relief.

Even so, it wasn't until today that I found out my Paps had have some problems with his health. I always knew, but never thought it would come to this stage. I'm afraid he'll end up in the same plight as my late uncle. Growing up, I was never very close with my Paps. As I got older, we only exchange a few sentences and many awkward moments and that's all there is to it. But somehow or rather, we have this connection. Perhaps as time passes, our relationship will get better.

Perhaps, perhaps, perhaps.

On a brighter note, I think it's great that the people in my clique are a bunch of jokers. Everyday, we do weird stunts and yesterday we took a lot of videos in Kris's cammie. Also, I got my hair braided (thanks to my auntie) and also, I had pink extensions on my fringe just to see how it looks. I think I'll just highlight my hair pink and in plantinium blonde on my fringe the next time.

Am I cool or cool? :D

And all that jazz

2009-08-16T22:58:00.004+08:00

Am currently watching this. So damn blardy good.

Bae Su Bin. He's super charming/handsome. In the drama only. *sigh*

8 more episodes to go~ Power or what.

And watch this ya'll.

Ughhh

2009-08-13T22:46:00.001+08:00

THERE'S SOMETHING WRONG WITH BLOGGER RIGHT?! AM. SO. PISSED.

Random stuff.

2009-08-08T23:03:00.005+08:00

Black paint. Pastel white paint. Corkboards. Brushes. Stencils. Printer ink. Colourful ribbons. Photo frames. Magazines. Sketches. Jars. Helium balloons. Toys. Poetry. Colours. Buttons. Threads. Antiques. Lights. Beanbags. Pillows. Pictures. Paper. Pop art. Posters. Necklaces. Bracelets. Rings. Ornaments. Badges. Lamp. Fairy lights. Pieces of puzzles. Reading chair.

Cold rock ice-cream D:

You spin my head right round, right round.

2009-08-08T00:38:00.005+08:00

Word of the day: Blissful.

* Pronunciation: \ˈblis-fəl\
* Function: adjective
* Date: 12th century

1 : full of, marked by, or causing bliss
2 : happily benighted

— bliss·ful·ly \-fə-lē\ adverb

— bliss·ful·ness noun

Happy 1 and a 3/4 year, cupcake.

The bento hype in me is back. Stay tuned.

Tui tui tui tui tui

2009-08-06T22:42:00.003+08:00

I think I have very itchy fingers D:

Anyways, am pretty lazy to post anything right now so I'll save the pictures for another day.

Maybe tomorrow when I'm free.
Or the day after tomorrow.
Or the day after the next next day.
Or maybe when I can find some time to spare ;)

See ya'll~

/Edit

So kewtsxz right? (inserts super huge grins)

Cringing.

2009-08-01T21:36:00.000+08:00

10) Ion Orchard is definitely my term of 'Food Heaven'.
9) Yami Yoghurt is ze bombsxz.
8) I ordered my Checkered Flannel Shirt today again! Hope it doesnt gets OOS *crosses fingers*
7) Plain totes is the sex.
6) Padded blazers is also the next sex.
5) I wanna do hair braiding too! I think I'm going to do it.
4) Fred Perry shoes. High Top shoes from Soon Lee. Adidas Originals neon orange shoes. I want all of them!
3) Competition is tomorrow. *crosses fingers again*
2) I need to do my assignment.
1) I need sleep.

1 is not enough. Here's a

-1) Me like me boyflen :P

(Insert title here)

2009-07-31T20:47:00.003+08:00

I feel myself going to be sick all once again. I think Cupcake passed it to me D:

Oh wellsxz.

Someday we'll know

2009-07-30T00:10:00.005+08:00

Harlowsxz earthlings. Meet my new flensxz in NAFA.

In the name of Love so great.

2009-07-28T22:39:00.005+08:00

The weekend saw me at Jason's birthday chalet and at Joe's bbq birthday also. 2 days of barbequed food, having fun, lots of laughter, eating cakes, watching the guys play Dare which was friggin' hilarious, drinking booze, walking in the sand with Cupcake, waiting for the sunrise but it just wasnt our day, falling asleep into each other's arms, trying to fly a darn kite, playing Twister and a whole lot more.

Personally, I thought our group presentation went well yesterday. The whole idea was very cute. The eyeball was blardy cute. The hand looked like ronald macdonald's and my ear looked like...a ear (inserts smile).

After school today, Cupcake came down to find me. Great lunch at Seoul Garden and I accompanied Kenny and him to play pool, only to fall asleep awhile after that.

I am officially a Art Friend's member! (MEGA HUGE GRINS)

The price of Copic markers kills.

Once bitten, twice shy.

2009-07-24T23:38:00.000+08:00

I am really the luckiest woman alive.

Almost 17 years of my life, this is the most expensive lesson. I will never, ever commit such a horrible mistake again. From now onwards, I will really learn how to treasure and to take care of my own belongings.

I really have no one else but the nice Muslim uncle to thank to. I am really truly grateful that it was him who found it and not someone else. And of course my boyfriend, Jason the sailor, who was there to comfort me and also to Dana who talked on the phone with me even though she had problems of her own too. Not forgetting James and Yongseng also. Both of them, especially James was very supportive and was willing to help me all the way. These four people are the greatest people in my life now :D

In a few minutes time (now it's 2353 on my side), it would be my dear girl, Alcie, birthday. I've known her for 3 years already and I'm glad that I can really call her one of my true, good friends.

And in another 24 hours would be my darling boyfriend's birthday. This man, is perhaps the best damn thing that ever happened in my life.

I am really very fortunate. And I can feel it too.

All in all...

2009-07-22T23:11:00.003+08:00

Lecturer's exact words: Smoking is good.

It has only been the first week of school but I'm getting assignments and projects already. Up till now, I'm pretty much enjoying NAFA life. I've already found my own clique and all of them are pretty cool in their own ways. And apparently, all of them except me and Tiffany smokes. (Refer to first sentence of this post)

I think all my lecturers are very cute in their own style.

And whaddya know! This guy in my class knows Jason Lim.

-

2009-07-22T01:20:00.001+08:00

Mmm~ will get very used to this.

Tauhuay, my new flen.

2009-07-19T23:36:00.003+08:00

THIS IS WHY YOU'RE FAT

Tomorrow. will. be. the. first. time. after. nine. whole. freaking. months. saying. ". Today. is. my. first. day. of. school. ".

Nine months of holiday. Power~

I know my timetable, my class, my modules. Funny thing is, I dont know WHERE is my class held at. Did I mention my timetable is super shiok until cannot shiok? Well yeah, it's s-h-i-o-k.

Truth be told, I'm feeling a lil' bit half-hearted about school. I have to make new friends again. I'm not trying to make it sound like a bad thing but making friends, real, nice, honest friends takes a longggggggg time and having to go through it again = need to trust people/knowing who are good and bad. I sound so negative now :(

Anyhoozles! I went out with tauhuay today. Why tauhuay? Cause she call me tausa (red bean). Apparently, my name links to tausa. That aside, she's my new flea partner!

Flea @ Substation, got lost, found our way, people asking her what's the huge yellow banana-shaped like thing was (torpedo buoy), bargainsxz FTW, danced, sing songs, hugs = my very happy and wonderful Sunday with tauhuay.

Okay bye.

Step up

2009-07-13T09:46:00.002+08:00

The movie had a happy ending. But it was the same in their own lives too.

Channing Tatum and Jenna Dewan got married. And they lived happily ever after.

Sick

2009-07-12T22:44:00.009+08:00

My daily dose of fruit loops with HL milk. (Y'know, I think I know the cause of my (soon-to-be) sore throat)

This cake looks so cute right! Tehehe.

We eat our cake with chopsticks.

Now I wonder...SHOUT OUT TO KHUZZIE: What happened to the rest of the cute cake?

I wrote it. And we left it there. Without erasing it. But I did erase the name that was beside ours :D

Beloveds, now we know that we know nothing
Now that our bright and shining star can slip away from our fingertips like a puff of summer wind.

Without notice, our dear love can escape our doting embrace.
Sing our songs among the stars and walk our dances across the face of the moon.

In the instant that Michael is gone, we know nothing.
No clocks can tell our time and no oceans can rush our tides
with the abrupt absence of our treasure.

Though we many, each of us is achingly alone, Piercingly alone
Only when we confess our confusion can we remember that he was a gift to us and we did have him.

He came to us from the Creator, trailing creativity in abundance
Despite the anguish, his life was sheathed in mother love, family love and survived and did not more than that.

He thrived with passion and compassion, humor and style.
We had him whether we knew who he was or did not know, he was ours and we were his.

We had him, beautiful, delighting our eyes.
His hat, aslant over his brow, and took a pose on his toes for all of us and we laughed and stomped our feet for him.

We were enchanted with his passion because he held nothing. He gave us all he had been given.

Today in Tokyo, beneath the Eiffel Tower, in Ghana's Black star Square, in Johannesburg, in Pittsburgh, in Birmingham, Alabama and Birmingham England, we are missing Michael Jackson

But we do know that we had him,
And we are the world.

-Maya Angelou

P/S: I know Imran's underwear(s) colour.
P/P/S: And what kinda undies he wears.
P/P/P/S: Dude, I want my peekchures.

It's raining, it's pouring, the old man is snoring.

2009-07-10T13:18:00.005+08:00

I'm furiously typing away this post now cause the rain is about to stop soon and theoretically, I'm not supposed to be using the net but like I said, it's raining.

(And there goes that clap of thunder)

There are lots of outstanding things that I have yet to do. The most important one is to get my tertiary card done and also to pay my bills. My good friend's birthday is coming up soon and Sailor's too which pretty much equates to buying presents.

P/S to Alcie: The wallet you wanted is OOS.

So the link for the NUS lifesaving competition is up and the link is over H.E.R.E

~~I'll upload Zee's birthday photos in tonight.~~ Uploaded.

Tomorrow, I'll be working at a smelly place called the. gym. Bah!

Smile even though your heart is aching.

2009-07-08T23:59:00.002+08:00

2009-07-08T22:22:00.002+08:00

I cant take this shit anymore. In fact, I think I just might burst out in anger and leave straight away. Not even turning back. I dont care if my efforts were wasted all these time. But if that's how it's going to be, then this is is how it shall be.

Oh yeah. And this is my actual colour of my super AA shoes.

Bye M.J

2009-07-08T01:46:00.003+08:00

Am watching the Live coverage of Michael Jackson coverage. Mariah Carey is being irritating with her hands and all.

/Edit.

The only time I cried was when Paris Katherine Jackson made her speech. It was short, but it was powerful and honest.

That moment was epic.

Never underestimate the power of shoes.

2009-07-08T00:49:00.003+08:00

It's been awhile now. Time flies real fast these days. I'm nowhere near excited for this. I have absolutely no clue at all to what I'm going to expect in a matter of 11 days from now.

I'm contemplating with the idea of a transfer. But I'll see how it goes as I move along.

Things have gone quite patchy around me these days. Sometimes, I wish I could just put all these heavy thoughts away and have a nice happy day. One message was all it took to ruin my happy day today. But that was only for a few minutes. Still, it was suppose to be a happy day with no spoilers.

Throughout this whole l.o.n.g holiday, I've learned to approach a more open-minded thinking and to appreciate the finer things in my world. There are never always bad things in life. So when life screws up for me, I'll just have to take it in and swallow it down, like a pill. It's not a good thing, but neither is it a bad thing either.

I suppose as you grow older, your thinking starts to mature and you start seeing things in a different light. When I think back about how I handle my own situations in the past, some of the solutions to them wasnt very wise.

If I had one wish, I would hope that my life wasnt this hard. But that's what life is, isnt it? It's about hardships and how we overcome it.

On a happy note, Sailor and I have been together for 20 months now.

If you wanna talk about what's AA, I'll show you what's AA. Literally.

It's much neon(y) in real life. If I were to top it with a shirt as bright as my new pair of shoes, I would never get into a car accident. Ever.

2009-07-05T12:54:00.003+08:00

BLOODY HELL. I SPENT 30 BLOODY MINUTES TO CHOOSE ALL THE PICTURES AND UPLOAD IT ON FACEBOOK ONLY NOW, BECAUSE OF MY CLUMSINESS, THE WHOLE PROGRAM WAS DELETED.

DAMN.

2009-07-05T11:54:00.002+08:00

I. am. eye. ing. on. that. pair. of. shoes.

Yesterday saw me working in the morning. Making jokes with other people. Seeing Stewart go red face. Fabian and I speaking Hanggul. After that was me going out with Jam and Zee, leaving Nabs out of the picture cause she overslept. Singing songs. Hyper overload. Catching up with each other's lives. But I think Jam has more of a life than me and zee.

About pictures...I'm lazy.

2009-07-02T01:09:00.003+08:00

1.66gb worth of pictures.

And this is only from the NUS competition. Pwned.

Eyecandy look-alike

2009-06-27T23:28:00.001+08:00

Will upload all the pictures from last week's and today's competition.

I was up at six-ish in the morning. Out of the house at 7am. Came back at 11pm. Super shagged like I have half-opened/closed eyes now.

Shuteye. Am in serious need for it now.

In this little heaven,

2009-06-26T18:19:00.003+08:00

I'm short of ten buckaroos but I dont know where it went to. I'm trying to recall where I spend my money on but to no avail _|_

__/Edited___________

Silver marker. Black markers.

Fruit Loops, Fiji water and HL milk for tomorrow's breakfast. I'm prepared for my voice to go hoarse tomorrow. I'm finding myself falling in love with pretty, ethereal-like pictures again. Vintage lovin'.

I give up finding the missing 10 lollars. Bah. Am going out for dindin with IRF and Amir now. And I'm feeling sleepy. I need to buy markers. Heehaw.

Michael Jackson and Farrah Fawcett died on the same day. RIP.

The Artsy and the Fartsy.

2009-06-26T01:49:00.004+08:00

Pap's in China working. I cannot decide what to do with my hair. And I just got electrified. Webcamming sessions with Cupcake is fun. I am hyperventilating for Saturday. Excited for Sunday. Yearning for Monday. I love this new online store. I've been taking a lot of pictures lately. I want my Tiger biscuits. And my Doritos. Work starts at 10. I'm still awake at 1.53 (according to the clock). I had a 4 hour nap. I hate menses. I want ice-cream. I need ice-cream. I feel like...cheese today. Now. Next week. I am going to tear down all the pictures on my wall. I am going to shop for cute pegs. I am going to need clothesline. I am going to need two massive boards to hang up on my wall. I am going to do a lot of things in one day. Next week. Is work week. I feel sleepy. Sleepy. Sleepier. And sleepier.

Okay bye!

WHAT. THE. FISH.

2009-06-23T14:28:00.001+08:00

MY CHIO CHECKERED FLANNEL SHIRT IS OOS. FUCKING HELL.

It took me so long to find one with nice checkereds. Really fucked.

2009-06-23T00:09:00.001+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY KHUZAIMA, YOU BLOODY TURKEY.

Now you know.

2009-06-22T23:33:00.003+08:00

Believe it or not, my nails are in a shade of pink.

Am a very very happy girl now cause 1) I spent my whole entire morning with Cupcake 2) New York(x2) for lunch 3) Pasar Malam food with IRF and sinful dark chocolates 4) MY PRETTY PAIR OF SHOES CAME IN THE MAILBOX TODAY! AWESOME OR WHAT.

Sad thing was that my handphone bill came in. Bahhhh.

I THINK THIS IS THE CUTEST WE CAN GO ALR.

Ughh. I hate. Hate. Hate my hair colour now. It's copper(ish) gold. I no like. I want pink highlights against dark chocolate brown/jet black hair.

RP Lifesaving competition

2009-06-21T13:29:00.003+08:00

In my opinion, we did well. We won some, we lose some. Even though I lost at my strongest segment, that's okay. We still had fun screaming and cheering for one another, taking the goofiest pictures and what not. Best part is, we all improved in our timings.

Even after the Shirley episode, everything is all cool. No grudges beared, nothing.

Pamela and I was super high yeserday. I had two smiley faces at my back and she opposed me by drawing a sad face behind hers. Then this guy was upset when Sandy got first in her rope throw and went to complain to the officials, saying that Jocelyn swopped her hands which wasnt the case at all. So both of them got a DQ and naturally, everyone got grumpy and now they're blacklisted.

Andy got into a MEGA bitch fit because another team looked down on us (but I think that's pretty normal) and at the end of the day, we won more than them. He was super happy when they lost.

Overall, the competition was quite okay. Except that the weather was super terrible so now all of us are either chao tah or became red lobsters.

Once Derran and Pamela and Coach send me all the photos, I'll post them online. But I think we have like over 700 pictures.

NUS next week! From 11am to 7pm and there will bound to be a lot of delays so I'm guessing it'll end till 8 or 9pm or somewhere around there. I'm gonna bring mega huge vanguard sheets and lots of markers. HAHAHA.

Tomorrow, tomorrow, I love your tomorrow.

2009-06-19T23:23:00.002+08:00

HELLO WORLD. THE COMPETITION IS TOMORROW AND I'M MEETING ALL OF THEM AT 0645 BUT I'M NOT FEELING SLEEPY AT ALL AND PAMELA IS JOINING TOO CEPT THAT WE'RE IN DIFFERENT SECTIONS. HAHAHA. I'M HIGH NOW. BYE WORLD. GOODNIGHT.

Exhilarating.

2009-06-17T23:34:00.002+08:00

At first, I was skeptic about the whole thing. The fear however, quickly changed to excitement. You could feel the wind blowing against your face as the speed increase gradually. It felt like freedom.

It's too bad my ass was hurting and the fumes from the exhaust pipes was smelly.

Super thrilling, my first virgin ride on a motorcycle. Vroom vroom~

He said that she said that...

2009-06-15T22:28:00.000+08:00

I. am. super. tired. right. now. And I have the ugliest tan line at my back thanks to the swimsuit. Bah!

I need to shit. Bye.

My latest toy

2009-06-14T23:13:00.001+08:00

Hello 13-inch macbook pro!

I... was... this... close... today... Oh wells. SEPTEMBER DARLING, SEPTEMBER.

Maybe...Most probably...Might...

2009-06-14T10:19:00.002+08:00

IT fair today. Hehehahahoho. Am sexcited.

Flea Fly Flo Fun flea was the best okay. If I had like one thousand dollars in cash on my hand yesterday, I think I'll buy whatever that caught my eye. My loot was great yesterday. I finally found the peter pan collar ~~dress~~ top that's actually very pretty.

AND THERE WAS SO MANY NAIZE BAGS OKAY. IMRAN! REALLY ALOT OF NAIZE BAGS AND HIPPIE GUY STUFF.

There was this shop I bought this outer vest from, the two owners were super funny okay. They didn't have plastic bags for the clothes they were selling. Jokers. Me and Teolala was laughing at them.

OH OH OH! I BOUGHT TWO PAIRS OF EARRINGS YESTERDAY ONLY TO REALISE THEY'RE BOTH CLIP-ON(s). And stupid teolala was laughing at me :O and one of them was a super super pretty gold vintage earring.

I'm suppose to be meeting Amy at 12 but I think she havent wake up yet. HAHAHAH. Da fei zhu.

Random: I slept for 12 hours last night.

Hello Mr Boyflen. I dont believe in doing this but since you like it that I'm doing this...

I MISS YOU *faints*

I'm super super super excited now. Hahahah. Which explains all the Hahaha and the very-not-me post. Actually, it's very me in reality. Bah.

What could have been.

2009-06-13T11:51:00.003+08:00

BBQ on Thursday was horrible. It wasnt the food. It was us.

Here's a middle finger for the bad Thursday _|_

Was it wrong of me to get Mcflurry?

SUJU

2009-06-12T22:43:00.003+08:00

The cutest after the Gee parody. Heechul is the c.u.t.e.s.t. But Siwon is the b.e.s.t.
Watch from 1min onwards. Hahahaha.

And in my thoughts...

2009-06-10T23:40:00.002+08:00

I think Mumsie must have loved me to death on Sunday when I said this:

We'll buy the SLR on September instead lor.

Yeah, September. 3 months from now. Basket.

I have a sudden spur of fashion inspiration. AND MY CLOTHES ARRIVED! Like after waiting for a godzillion years. I. Am. So. Happy. Like. That.

Today was really one hack of a day. I earned myself two blisters thanks to this pair of cute but lousy slippers. I woke up at 9 in the morning. Went to Giant at 10. Took a cab down at 11 to Joe's house. Prepared all the food till 1. Was supposed to get my nails done at 2 but I postponed my appointment to tomorrow whilst I slacked at Alcie's house until around 3 before going to work at 4. And I saw this quite cute guy, hehehe. Left work at 7+, went down to Arena to check out swimsuits cause they were on sale like BHAM. BIG SALE. And home.

Random fact: I have 19.2% of fats (according to Joe's weighing scale). Tehehe.

The cute guy really quite cute leh. Hehehe.

2009-06-09T23:15:00.002+08:00

I. am. so. freaking. bummed. out.

Never felt this tired before since AGES ago. Am going to have a busy like super busy day ahead tomorrow. My shoulders ache like $#^!$#^!?!

Time to hit the sacks!

The Weird Will Save The World.

2009-06-07T19:24:00.002+08:00

Monsters VS Aliens is the kind of feel-good family movies like all the Disney movies. You get good guys and bad guys and they fight it off and a happy ending towards the end. Basically, the whole show is rather predictable and funny in some parts.

Our initial plan to dine at Hanabi was canceled so we decided to go to Sushi Tei instead. In the end, the bill was more expensive than what we should have paid for at Hanabi's.

Jason Lim is now officially a bling(ified)/satisfied man.

Happy 19th monthsary! Training tomorrow, ugh. Thinking about it makes me wanna barf so bad. I confirm that I got a thing for kids. Preferably c.u.t.e kids (inserts smile)

Alcie and I received free KFC lunch + popcorn + cotton candy! Best or what. I like talking to Fiona. She posed me a challenge and I am going to do it. To traveling we go~

Yesterday was and will be the first and the last time I'll see Stewart in berms and waxed hair. Miracle.

2009-06-03T09:30:00.003+08:00

I got a pimple on my nose!

2009-06-01T19:39:00.000+08:00

Runny nose. Throbbing headaches. Irritating throat. Bad cough. I'm feeling super horrible right now as I type.

I've been sleeping since 10 in the morning till now. Ugh, I hate being sick.

Britains got Talent 2009 winner

2009-05-31T12:10:00.000+08:00

They are good.

2009-05-30T00:59:00.002+08:00

I'm feeling so sick right now. Ugh. My throat feels super irritating and I've got a runny nose thanks to cupcake who spread it to me. But dinner was super fulfilling for the past two nights. Tom yum hor fun & mango sticky rice today and prata yesterday. Hella good, two thumbs up.

Am going to sleep now. Beach training tomorrow. Hope I don't run a fever.

I feel so down. Down, down, down.

2009-05-28T01:04:00.001+08:00

The checkered flannel shirts were all sold out! (inserts super sad face).

For once, this shirt is something I really like. But it was all gone. Pfft.

I suppose my search isn't over yet. Sheesh, what luck. On a side note, I'm glad my watch will be arriving in the parcel soon! And Amy, my clothes D: I have nothing to wear alreadiesxz. Twitter lingo is fun.

Quotation confesses inferiority.

2009-05-26T23:03:00.002+08:00

I. AM. PISSED.

1) Actually, I'm feeling much better now but still, there is no reason for him to accuse me of something that could have been easily settled with plain old communication. And now, it sounds like it's entirely my fault. Win liao lor.

2) Honestly, we don't even need you. The only reason why we need you is because we need the equipment and administration stuff. Other than that, that's all.

I'm done being piss(ified). Bye.

2009-05-26T00:00:00.004+08:00

Here's something random I need to say:

I think mysoju works better at night.

I really like the feeling of having to find something you like or want. It's like my hunting trip today in the thrift stores. The first one was sadly demoralising cause I saw a very nice vintage outerwear and I swear it's so very nice but there were awful stubborn stains on it.

Speaking of stains, my favourite basic top has stubborn stains too. I'm super upset by it okay. Fuck.

So anyhoozles, as I was saying yes. Stubborn stains. So I moved on to the second one in hope of finding my checkered flannel shirt (I know I've been saying this forever but I really reaaaalllyy couldnt find a nice one) but I found something else instead! This vintage camera bag that looks super cute and I'm adding it to my basket collection (inserts super big grin). This thus ends my hunting session.

Training was...slow, fast, pain, piss(ifying), fun and that's all about it.

Look at my ugly yet colourful toes.

Pictures for Saturday. Cycling pictures wont be up until my man sends it to me.
Note: MY man. I just needed something to exaggerate about :D

2009-05-25T22:53:00.002+08:00

I'm not a fan of kitty cats, but this.is.seriously.too.cute.
W. A. T. C. H. I. T.

Next, we have a very nice video. Of 5 guys dancing to Nobody by Wonder Girls. Though I dont know why there's a sudden hype in everyone dancing to their song but whatever, this is hilarious stuff.

P/S: Skip to the 25sec if you dont like to wait.

The last video of the day. How can anyone be that stupid to provoke a crocodile?

Okay bye.

Blasted Furnaces of Hell

2009-05-25T11:46:00.002+08:00

Yesterday was hella good. From cycling > flea > Bedok Jetty > Ice-cream > Playing the toy machine.

Y'know, the ones where you insert a dollar coin and move around this big clipper(?) to clip up the toys. It was cheap thrillsxz. Am happy cause I got a super cute Stitch. HAHAHA. Super cute okay! Anyhoozles, we saw Domo-Kun, so we spent our last dollar on it but we couldnt get it. Oh well, better luck next time.

Will upload pictures another day. Am going to hunt in thrift stores later.

2009-05-25T01:13:00.001+08:00

The best day, ever (inserts big smile).

What more could I ask for.

Memories are like stones, time and distance erode them like acid.

2009-05-23T21:00:00.004+08:00

Today, I was on the hunt for a checkered flannel shirt. Even though there wasnt any, I found the pair of shoes I've always wanted and for a very.VERY affordable price too. Plus a pretty necklace.

Hopefully, the weather tomorrow would be good.

On a side note, I've been thinking of sporting a new hair colour for days. In fact, I think I just might go ahead with the bold idea. Mmmhmm.

Some people just never learn when to stop. Start counting your lucky stars cause you'll run out of it one day. And a word of advice, you should learn to keep your comments to yourself.

V.O.S

2009-05-22T14:05:00.002+08:00

My god. I like Choi Siwon. Kim Hyung Joong. And now Choi Hyun Joon from V.O.S. This spells bad news. Okay whatever. Their voices is power~ to the max.

Choi Hyun Joon is the first guy you see singing. SO CHARMING ALSO RIGHT! *melts again*

SNSD

2009-05-22T12:36:00.009+08:00

GEE GEE GEE GEE GEE~

My god. HAHAHA.

This is the SUJU parody. HAHAHA. Even after one month of watching this, I'm still laughing my ass out. And Heechul is damn funny. HAHAHAHAAHAH.

This is MUST.WATCH parody of Gee.

But compare to SUJU, this is still the most e.p.i.c. HAHAHAHAHAHA.

/Sidetrack.

I love this song. I supersupersuper love this song. By SUJU also. Choi Siwon = super charming *melts (literally)*

P/S: Dana, HAHA. I laugh whenever I see HeeChul's face cause it reminds me of the Gee parody (above) and the smiley face. HAHAHAHA. My god.

Memory is the thing you forget with.

2009-05-21T23:04:00.003+08:00

I bare you my heart and you go step on it *ignores*

-Alcie

HAHAHAHAHA. My god. Is she the cutest or what. HAHAHA.

I felt like I was in labour the whole morning/afternoon. The pain was so unbearable, it was most awful. I felt like ripping my whole bloody uterus out there and then.

Even though I have absolutely nothing against fat people, but if you're fat AND proud, that's disgusting. We take insults as a form of our motivation. It's too bad his attempt to make us feel inferior backfired on him. He obviously has no idea who and what he's talking about. What's worse is that I've heard people talked about him (in a bad light). Fat, proud and earning a bad reputation. What could be worse? *roll eyes*

Anyhoozles, I beat my own record timing again. Am proud of myself once again. Take that, fat toad!

I think Jason is sleeping (inserts sad face).

Colours of the rainbow

2009-05-20T00:03:00.004+08:00

I never liked strangers/people I'm not close to touching me. If I didn't see her as an elder, I would have told her right off. Even if she wasn't an elder, I think I wouldn't have said anything. It's hard to spit the words out even if you really wanted the person to STOP.TOUCHING.YOU. The feeling would be weird.

So at the end of the day, I'll just give a force smile and in my mind I'd be screaming "Fuck. Get your hands off my legs/hands. NOW."

Tomorrow would be a great day.

Purple. Blue. Green. Yellow. Orange = the colours of my toenails. Awesome.

My 'I hate' post

2009-05-18T23:11:00.004+08:00

I hate it when people try to force me to do something.
I hate it when I'm the last.
I hate it when I get angry at my mates cause I'll feel guilty.
I hate it when I feel grumpy.
I hate snails.
I hate walking in the dark alone.
I hate having baby sensitive skin.
I hate itches.
I hate the feeling of knowing that you have the buckaroos but you cant touch it.
I hate having to save money.
I hate it when I get rope burns.
I hate it when things doesn't go right.
I hate the big ugly pimple on my forehead.
I hate myself for hating so many things in life.

Leave the kids at home.

2009-05-17T22:24:00.002+08:00

BEIJING — China is building its first sexually explicit theme park, and the giant genitalia sculptures and suggestive exhibits are getting many people hot and bothered in a country where talking about sex is still taboo.

Love Land is set to open in October in the southwestern metropolis of Chongqing and will feature exhibitions about sexual history and how to use condoms properly. It will also host sex technique workshops, the China Daily newspaper said.

A picture of the main entrance shows a signboard bearing the park's name being straddled by a giant pair of women's legs topped by a red thong.

The park's manager, Lu Xiaoqing, said Love Land would help people "enjoy a harmonious sex life."

"We are building the park for the good of the public," Lu said. "Sex is a taboo subject in China but people really need to have more access to information about it."

Sex is not a topic for open discussion in China, where government figures show only 7 percent of women and slightly over 8 percent of men get immediate medical help for sexual problems.

Earlier this year, the government launched a national sex education campaign aimed at getting more people to seek treatment for sexually transmitted diseases and infertility, to try and break some of the taboos.

The newspaper said the park was inspired by a similar attraction on South Korea's Jeju island, also called Loveland.

China's Love Land appears to be helping to get the conversation going. Months before it opens, the park is already generating heated discussions among bloggers in cyberspace.

"It's just too much," wrote blogger "Autumn Rain" on the popular Chinese portal baidu.com. "It's only about getting your heart to beat faster."

"Overseas, this park would be considered artistic. But in Chongqing, it's just vulgar," wrote "Big Scandal."

Other bloggers supported the idea.

"I don't object. Young people need to start sex education young as China has a problem when it comes to this," wrote "Eaglefly."

Park manager Lu said he was happy with all the debate.

"It is quite normal to see so much discussion about it," he said. "I have found that the majority of people support my idea but I have to pay attention and not make the park look vulgar and nasty."

Source: Sex park

IMHO, seriously? Sex education or not, youngsters still get impregnated all the same.

Fatty fatty bom bom

2009-05-17T21:08:00.005+08:00

It is slowly depleting... It keeps getting lesser and lesser.. And I'm getting sadder and sadder ):

Teolala and I went to the roadside flea at our place and dang we got ourselves some great deals. My keyboard is looking fucking awesome now. I cant wait for my clothes to arrive, yay double dee.

From tomorrow onwards, I. am. going. to. die. Hardcore training all the wayyyy~ I've already prepared Salonplas and tubes of muscle ache relief cream for 3 whole months. I kid, I kid. After this competition, we'll all be superman and superwoman.

AND I WANT THE CHALET. Bah! I was looking forward to it okay. Damn the bastards.

Babe, I just wanna apologise to you about what I said last night. Forgive me?

In my mind...

2009-05-15T22:58:00.002+08:00

I'm thinking of joining Pilates. It was just a harmless, random thought but I'm pretty interested in it.

Anyone wanna join me? IRF? Dana? Teolala? Hahahaha.

Question of the Day.

2009-05-14T23:02:00.003+08:00

Today over dinner, Amir asked IRF,

So, what is mutton made of?

We started to argue over this question and there were four options for us to choose.

1)Lamb 2)Goat 3)Sheep 4)Cow.

IRF insisted on cow despite him knowing it's beef. I couldn't remember what Dana and Amir said, but the answer is Goat. And I always thought it was lamb.

Because of the first question, we started to wonder

What's the difference between a goat, a lamb and a sheep?

I said sheep have wool. Goat have horns. Lamb have wool too. IRF said that lamb have no wool cause they've been shaved. Or was it the sheep?

So according to ~~intensive~~ internet research, the sheep and the lamb are from the same family. But a lamb is a young sheep that is one year and younger. A goat has horns. See, I was right about the horns part.

Something to think about huh. This kinda things make me confuse.

But it was fun meeting them. Wyman backed out the last minute, that SOAB. And Dana is watching 'Angels and Demons' now. Win liao lor.

Final product

2009-05-14T01:37:00.003+08:00

Yesterday was payday. Yesterday I saw myself going to work and went back home all out of sorts. Yesterday I got a fright of my life thanks to Amir. Yesterday he tried to be funny with me but I aint falling for his trick. Yesterday I saw him as a loser. Yesterday, I spent 3 hours walking alone before going to work.

Today I'm going to meet the guys for dinner. Today I'm going to work. Today I'm going to swim. Today I'm feeling excited.

Today is Thursday.

Pure satisfaction.

2009-05-13T02:15:00.004+08:00

My new blogskin. I really hate doing HTML editing. But I like this. It's clean and white. I'll do the rest of it later in the morning.

I broke my record of 16 seconds. Now I'm a 15 dot something something.First, it was my legs. Now it's my shoulders that's aching. After all these trainings, I'm just glad about one thing: I swim faster than before now.

I bombed $1XX on clothes. And I was suppose to save. Pfft.

I'm feeling...

2009-05-10T14:10:00.005+08:00

L.A.Z.Y.

Should I give it a miss or not? Ughh damn. But I hate the crowd. Then again, I love the cheap thrills it gives me. Love-hate relationship. I cant stand it!

I'M GOING! MY GAWDDDDDDD. WE'RE SUCH PIGS OKAY. From 2, to 2.30 and now we're meeting at 4.30. Four fucking thirty. Whatever okay bye.

So after a few smses and a call, we just decide to stay at home and not go anywhere. Procrastinators, we are.

I've decided to strike out the SLR off my buying list for the moment. I'm going to put it on hold. After much thought, I decide that perhaps an SLR is not really important now. Maybe next month, or 2 months later when I have more than enough moolah to get a much better one. I was aiming for Canon 500D that was just launched on the market. The price is considerably very affordable on account that it has a CMOS function but oh wells, we'll see.

On a side note, I've been trying to find pretty dresses/t-shirts. Pretty dresses as in cream-coloured, peter pan collar, good cutting and a flare skirt. Something like this:

I think it's about time I hit the thrift stores to hunt for pretty stuff. Been quite long since I did that.

Anyhoozles, Happy Mother's Day.

Editor's Note: The urge to paint is back. It's as if someone just pumped adrenaline into you, especially when you see the wide array of colour selection you can choose from. I feel like white pastel and stripes of robin egg blue.

Close your eyes, and escape this town for a little while.

2009-05-09T23:19:00.005+08:00

Am in love with Baby Mason. My.fucking.gawd. Cutest kid I've ever saw yet. So much better than those youtube videos where they make little toddlers laugh repeatedly over nothing.

This is plain baby spam.

This is to us.

2009-05-07T23:27:00.004+08:00

Love is a strange emotion. When one thinks of it, a conflicting multitude of thoughts arise. Love is pitiful and marvelous, empowering and parasitic. It is hideous; it is beautiful. It is weak and strong at the same time. Love has started wars, ended wars, caused the depression and death of millions, as well as caused uncountable others to be thrown to the heights of ecstasy. So is love truly such a pure, lovely thing? I think it is a mixture of both. Just as nothing is purely good or evil, so is love.

A year and half.
18 months.
78 weeks.
553 days.
13272 hours.
796320 minutes.
2866752000 seconds.

That's approximately how long we've been together. Everything has been going on quite smoothly between us and I hope it stays this way.

P/S: I think I did my math correctly right. Right?

Pictorial update.

2009-05-04T23:23:00.007+08:00

The day we girls went out.

PS: Some pictures are not up yet because I am lazy to take it from facebook.

And this was on Sunday with Jason.

Please dont go break my heart

2009-05-03T23:16:00.003+08:00

And just when you thought you had a bad day cause this girl/guy turned you down...

SO ADORABLE! My god. In the future, I will crown my son with that adorable haircut. HAHAHA.

Anyhoozles, today was a great day. No rain, nice clouds, glaring sun but who cares. We took lots of pictures = over an hour of smiling/posing/finding nice places. Brick walls! I lo-o-oveeeee brick walls. There's this super nice shop somewhere in Central and oh.my.god. Me love the shop so much. Currently my favourite store. Poor him had bad sunburns on his back but this woman here didnt really bother and whacked his shoulders, back, chest and watched him winced in pain like a sadist. And he runs very funnily when I tickle him. So cute cansxz. We played the "I spy with my lil' eye, a botak man" game in the bus but there was no botak man. Okay I think I shall just end my post here cause I'm yakking away.

Will post pictures tomorrow. I plomrise!

I see saw ee hor

2009-05-03T01:37:00.002+08:00

Labour day saw me at Wild Wild Wet with my swimming kakis. Some people gets on my nerves so bad, I feel like screaming. In. Their. Face.

The April heatwaves are incredibly torturous. Literally. It doesnt help that I'm working/training under the sun. Anyhoozles, it's nearly 2 in the morning now and I'm nowhere near sleepy. I slept from nine o clock at night, all the way till one in the afternoon. My head was spinning when I woke up. I guess I slept for too long. Thank god I didnt go for beach training today cause apparently, Yongseng told me that Coach cancelled the training.

Guess what. I didnt know! No smses, no missed calls, nothing. I think he expects people whom he have told like Yongseng to spread the word or something. How responsible of him huh. Fuck.

I've got so many fucking things I wanna complain, but I shall be nice and not do so. That SOAB.

/Sidetrack

Hopefully, I can wake up on time later to meet Cupcake. We're going to go explore Singapore = lots of walking = under the sun = smelly us.

I need inspiration. My days seems so bored these days, I keep drawing on my hand when I'm working. I've drawn on my ankle, fingers, wrist, arm, legs, thighs, tummy, armpits. No I'm kidding. I've never drawn on my armpits before.

How weird is that. Drawing on your own armpits. HAHA.

I'm not a supermodel. I still eat macdonalds.

2009-04-29T12:57:00.003+08:00

Tuesday night saw me at Starbucks, catching up with ma homiesxz after 123456789 years. While waiting for nabs and zee, me and jam yakyakyak all the way until Nabs finally decided to appear (which took her two hours cause apparently, she 'skipped' her way to meet us). *Note Ditto*

So anyhoozles, we talkcocksingsongdrinkkopi, walked the whole of Tampines Central and tried to take pretty jump shots = all failed attempts.

While Zee and I were walking home, we had to walk past 10, 000 snails (kidding) and this fucking huge lizard like really fucking huge like so huge it's the size of your ~~dick~~ 15cm ruler. Kidding. No, I'm serious *inserts serious face* And the fucking huge lizard was flattened straight down. From head to toe. Flat. So you could see like weird things hanging out of the tummy, if you know what I mean.

Because of all the creepy crawlies, both of us screamed at anything we see/saw. Even at a small cockroach the size of your pinky.

I hate creepy crawlies. I hate insects. I hate snails. I fucking hate snails I tell you okay. It's the most slimiest and disgusting(est) thing compared to a fucking gross-skinned lizard. But I hate lizards too. I hate cockroaches too, especially the flying ones. They scare the shit outta me.

Bottomline: I hate bugs and creepy crawlies. Ergh.

I think I'm yakking too much about how much I fucking fucking abhor creepy crawlies.

I REALLY HATE THEM.

Okay. Whatever. Don became fatter :O HAHAHA. But he's still very nice. And I never expected to meet him at the swimming pool! The first time he saw me working at the pool = p-r-i-c-e-l-e-s-s.

I'll upload all the pictures tomorow. I think.

AM test tomorrow. Better fucking pray my intestines out that the tester let me pass cause I have less than a day left to study for my theory. And this tester is laoda's best flen. Fuck shit.

Yearning of the heart.

2009-04-27T00:27:00.001+08:00

Let's learn one term commonly confused with love:

Infatuation

1. A foolish, unreasoning, or extravagant passion or attraction.
2. An object of extravagant, short-lived passion.

Infatuation, that's what I'm feeling right now.

This makes me wanna watch BBF all over again! Dang.

Infatuation - sounds romantic yet bad. Yummy.

In deep thoughts...

2009-04-25T22:37:00.003+08:00

I never liked it when he gets upset with everything and tries to make a fuss about us not doing anything/everything hard. True, there's the commitment part. But to be able to be committed, we have to be able to fork out time.

Do we have that kind of time?

I'm not saying this as an excuse. I agree in some of the truths but I disagree with some too. I agree that we're not trying our very best. I agree that time is definitely running out. I disagree that we're not committed. Having to come down to practice three times a week despite our busy schedules is considered a very big thing to do. Consider this point.: we're not like the rest. They can practice at their own freewill, at any time at all as they have full usage to the pools. We use the public pool. We lose out in that.

You cant expect us to win a few medals the first time round. Given the current situation, you shouldn't even pin high hopes on us at all.

This is why I hate participating competitions. People expect you to do well, like it or not. They have this notion in their head - like this small little guy inside their brain saying that we'll at least win a medal or something.

Damn that small little guy.

And now Imeem is pissing me off. I hate the 30 second preview.

Oh baby, 1, 2, 3, you and me.

2009-04-24T23:08:00.005+08:00

Today was the best like b.e.s.t with a capital B.

Starbucks with IRF, Dana and Wyman = full of laughter and gossiping about school and etc. And all of them decided to have a band tied around their ankles too! So while the two kuku went home to complete their assignment, Wyman and I went to T1 to check out some stuff. Found a couple of nice sneakers/duffel bags.

MY GOD. ~~THIS WORLD~~ SINGAPORE. IS. JUST. SO. FUCKING. SMALL. This relates to another matter.

ANYHOOZLES DUM DEE DUM, right now, at this very moment, at 2334, my tummy is grumbling. And tomorrow would be another long day.

I hate long days. I hate how time seems to pass so slowly with each passing second. I hate how the checkered trend is back again even though I said I wanted a checkered guy's flannel shirt. I hate how the weather is so humid these days. I hate how the sun is so sunny. I'm not saying I hate suns, but I hate sunny suns. I'm not making any sense here. Dang.

I lost my way at TP today while trying to find food *rolls eyes at self*

Am shifting to a pictorial post now.

My polaroid pictures/necklace/anything-also-stick board.

The day we got lost. The humid weather. All the perspiration and detouring around and around. And the day when IRF had his first bite of a rose flavoured macaroon. Cost us two lollar and fifty cents each. But everything was worth it. Including us having to perspire so much.

Tehehehe. The picnic basket that I got at the flea. What a steal, really.

FML.

2009-04-24T00:04:00.002+08:00

MY INTERNET SPEED IS LOADING VERY SLOW TODAY AND I HAVE NO IDEA WHY.

BBF special! I hope WooBin gets a girl (inserts grin). Anyhoozles, BBF is going to be aired on Channel U since the advert for it is out already.

FML

YOU. MUST. SO. TOTALLY. CHECK. OUT. THIS. PAGE.

Flea like sprees

2009-04-23T01:08:00.001+08:00

Going on sprees are just so tempting.

Fitting in are for losers...

2009-04-22T00:15:00.003+08:00

Now that school has started for most of my friends, I can find no one (other than Jam and Nabs) to accompany me to do some shopping during the weekdays. But I suppose shopping alone has its advantages. Like erm...

1) You get some alone time.
2) Not feeling troubled whether you're taking too long in this particular store while your friend waits
3)
4)
5)

I haven't thought off the rest yet cause well, those are just the main points.

Anyhoozles, I stumbled across this blog shop and boy, oh boy does it sell some very pretty vintage dresses there. In fact, I found a local vintage online store when I was at the flea. It's pretty good minus the soaring prices but I suppose with dresses like that, it's worth it.

Some pieces that I had my eye on:

Pictures with courtesy of bluebirdvintage

I'm currently finding a checkered boy's flannel shirt but I cant seem to find any decent yet nice-looking ones around. My dress came in the parcel today and I'm still deciding what should I wear with it.

I've been working for the past two days and dearest Pree was nice enough to come by the pool to spend an hour with me before walking all the way back to the IT block for her lectures. Mel was quite the darling too cause he came down looking for me for the past two days also. I think it's because (fill in the blanks) but that's beside the point.

So I have two date mates every Friday! Maybe three, but that depends.

Another good thing is that my money was refunded but the seller didnt want it back and asked me to throw it away since I claimed it was faulty and I refused to do that so now I dunno what to do with it.

I'm starting to get pretty pissed off with him. I certainly wouldn't want my test to be postponed but what I am most sure of is that if he calls me at the very last fucking minute like what happened to the rest, I'll blow my top so bad, that there would be fumes coming out of my ears and nose.

And what I hate most is how he claims he told us that lessons was cancelled. Then why the fuck did the whole class turn up? If I hadn't bought that $15 basket at the flea market, I am most certain he could have ruined my day. Well fuck it. After this test, I'm not going to further it anymore. Complete waste of my time and money.

Am going to submit all my forms tomorrow / going to work / try my best to upload all the pictures tomorrow if the lazy bug goes away / grab a cup of kopi / borrow some more books to kill time / am gonna watch 30 Rock before I hit the sheets.

No kopi day today (inserts frown)

I have a fast tortoise.

2009-04-19T23:54:00.005+08:00

So lucky. Lucky lucky lucky!

Seriously am in a lot of luck today. Best day ever since the start of 2009. My loot today (and the previous two days) was absolutely awesome.

My new hot spot: Clarke Quay. It's amazing. I've been there a couple of times myself but I never actually went to explore it. I'm glad that IRF and I lost our way, otherwise we'd never have known that the feeling of 1980s still exist in modern day Singapore.

We are like officially the dumbest people on Earth I swear. We kept walking in rounds and rounds but we couldnt find the place at all. It was only when we passed by the MRT station did we find the place. How ridiculously annoying is that. We walked like for around 2 hours. Not to mention running across roads like every. single. time. I screamed like a retard when we dash across the road cause one) my fedora hat was nearly dropping off each time I ran and two) I dont wish to get bang by cars and die an ugly/sorry death.

After we found the place, I bought like this superrrrr dooperrrr longgggg skirt that reaches below my knees and this stone-age ring and this cute ribbon peg. Best I tell you. The ring was worth five-freaking-zero cents! And I love it.

Took a bus down to ECP and while waiting to transfer to another bus, I experienced the most hectic/rushing 13 minutes of my life. We walked in very quick steps to the nearest Fairprice NTUC we could find cause IRF ~~needed to buy a bottle of water~~ thinks that a bottle of water is a necessity at all times. We dashed across the road once more and ran all the way to the bus-stop. And the bus came right at the time where we just reached the bus-stop.

It was at the ECP flea whereby I bought my basket for fifteen buckaroos! Like fcuking great steal please! Will take a picture of it tomorrow and will also post up the overdue pictures since 3 days ago.

Btw, I made myself a new flen yesterday. It is called Marshmallow.

P/S: I watched 17 Again. Quite above my expectations. Not bad for a non-high school musical movie.

Random muse.

2009-04-15T23:58:00.002+08:00

Lolli lolli lollipop,
Boy you're my lollipop.
Lolli lolli lollipop,
Oh lolli-pop-pop.

Anycall bodyguard CF

The need for change.

2009-04-15T00:38:00.002+08:00

Am currently changing my blogskin. Think: Plain. Simple. White. Clean.

I live to eat. Did I mention I like working on Sundays? Sunday is the day where foodies come out and chitchat. Drink Kopi. I love foodies. Especially foodies with a tummy. These are the people who know the best places to eat around Singapore. No. I'm just kidding. Scratch that.

My to-do list for tomorrow:

1) Go to Ikea and pick out stuff.
2) Continue with my must-buy list.
3) Eat meatballs.
4) One venti caramel Frapp please!
5) Make sure the guy refunds my $70, or else...

Am going to give my room a new coat of paint + major spring cleaning. I'm going to do both of that, next month.

I'm a very happy girl today. My shoes arrived at the right time! I'm gonna take a picture tomorrow!

The night is young, let's shimmer and shine.

2009-04-13T23:27:00.003+08:00

I feel like a winner today. They really thought I got myself a tattoo.

The Tattoo Story.

I was at work. I got bored. I found some markers in my bag. I uncapped the caps. And drew a cat on my ankle.

The End.

*****

Body art is cool like that yaw. Am going to get myself a tattoo in June with XunKai :O

So anyhoozles, I was that bored. I dont like their what-are-you-doing-here-in-home-clothes kinda stare. It makes me feel very uncomfortable. Why cant I wear my home clothes anyway (inserts _|_). Me no like the feeling.

I look/feel like I'm preggers cause the Yong Tau Foo auntie gave me a s.u.p.e.r big bowl of noodles. How nice. AM. FRIGGIN'. FULL. CANT. TAKE. IT.

In serious need of shut eye. Bye.

Am gonna give Proposal Daisakusen a shot at the end of this week since Dana insisted it's very nice.

It's these little wonders

2009-04-11T23:31:00.003+08:00

(My first polaroid picture *happy smile*)

Having a part-time job sure has a narrowing effect. Night seems to be falling quickly on each end of the day than they did back in Secondary School.

I miss the time I had in school, the change of walking from class to class and seeing many familiar faces along the corridor. Having to remind myself about the constant burden of homework which I never exactly bothered to complete it all unless I really need to. The little moments of packing our lunches to class and our never endless gossips.

It is walking down this path of memory lane that reminds me of all the little wonders and the joyful/painful/bitterness times of when I was still schooling.

The meaning behind it is there: Living on a sinful, unchaste planet also meant that I will never get the best of both worlds. In gaining one thing, you lose another. That's the most happy yet at the same time the most undesirable feeling one can ever feel.

Small reminders like these tells me to be contented with what I have and to be thankful with each situation I am in. Taking one day at a time - like baby steps - reminds me that the joy and cares of tomorrow dont belong to me. Just remember, all I have is today.

And today, I shall plan and work for my future.

*****

How can you not feel like treating her the same way she did with the child? You dont trample on a young kid like that. In my honest opinion, no one deserves that crap no matter how foul your mood/character was/is that day.

Do unto yourself as you do unto others.

"Oh look! It's Theresha's heart-shaped helium balloon!" says Mr Orange Bright Light.

"If I were to go under the knife, I'd get A-cup breasts so that I can have my own breasts and squeeze it everyday."

-Go figure! ^^

An unwasted life.

2009-04-11T00:24:00.002+08:00

In the lazy water meadow I lay me down.
All around me golden sun flakes covering the ground.
Basking in the sunshine of a bygone afternoon
Bringing sounds of yesterday into this city room.

I'd very much like to write a proper post today but there's The Sisterhood Of Travelling Pants on and I'm actually typing all of this out with my eyes glued on the tellie.

Running today was the poop. We hardly even ran. I need a recharge otherwise I can never follow my schedule. I made a t0-do list and a must-buy list when I was still feeling bored. It feels good to get my life organised. Am skipping training tomorrow. I need a break.

I shall continue this post tomorrow.

Fuzzywuzzy likes ....?

2009-04-09T23:05:00.004+08:00

Tampines 1 was fucking crowded even though it was the off-peak hours. Uniqlo was epic. People had to queue to take turns to go into the store. There was crowd control and Mansuku looks damn good I swear. Everywhere was flooded with people.

Training today was good - the rope burns I had.

I had laksa for dinner. Best or what mansxz!

Running again tomorrow + working with ameh. Hahahaha.

In 2 months time. Hopefully.

I love the sun. I'm not much a fan of rainy days. I need a tan. An even tan without all the swimsuit/sports bra line. I hope I'd be able to fork out some time next week.

20% of my pay. MY GAWDDDDDD *stabs self*

Tampines 1

2009-04-08T23:18:00.004+08:00

Tampines 1, Singapore’s newest shopping destination is 100% leased out and will open its doors to the public on 9 April 2009 at 10.00am. The 260,000-square feet six-storey modernist mall will house 172 tenants. More than 75% of tenants will open for business on the first day, including key tenants Amore Living, Challenger, Topshop, Topman, Uniqlo, and new Japanese concept gourmet town Manpuku.
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With Tampines 1 positioned as an iconic retail landmark for the young and savvy, other fashion stores opening for business on April 9 include Bossinistyle, Cache Cache, Diva, Dorothy Perkins, Mulana (new brand that will retail Korean contemporary hand crafted ladies apparel), numflipflops.com by Newurbanmale, Promod and Springfield.

The exciting lineup of fashion shops will include Singapore’s very own fashion stores such as Bus Stop, bYSI, Chameleon, Click!, Couple Lab, Dyel, Man Master, Maternity House, Mettalurgy, Mezzo Wear, Messy, Mitju, Natural Project, Net, New Maternity, Noda Shoe, Outfitter Girls, Petale Jewellery, Punk Star, Queen’s Avenue, Recoil, Runway 75, Secret Island by Sheer Romance, Silver Corner, Trend Corner, Two Elements, Vogue and Zeal.

Sports and Casual wear brands with shops at the new mall include Adidas, Puma, Kappa, Fila, Running Lab, Sportslink, World of Sports and New Balance, all located on the 3rd level of Tampines 1, making it a mini sports retail haven for shoppers.

Jewellery shops at the mall include I’NOVA by Citigems, Jewel Pavillion, Lee Hwa Galleria and TianPo.

F&B tenants opening on the first day include Bakerzin, Frolick, Hong Kong Kim Gary Restaurant, Max Sandwich Grill and Creamery (by Imperial Treasure Restaurant Group), Sake Inn, Secret Recipe, Subway, Yamazaki Boulangerie Chaude (by Sun Moulin, offering freshly baked English, Japanese and French breads and cakes).

Japanese Gourmet Town MANPUKU (the name means “full stomach” or “having eaten to one’s content”) will offer Japanese cuisine direct from the traditional establishments in Japan – Botejyu, Hokkyokusei and Toku Toku from Osaka, Yoshimi and Aoba from Hokkaido.

Celebrities who will be opening shops in the mall include Jeff Wang with a Taiwanese snack shop, Xiao Bar Wang, Shaun Chen with his optical shop, Monsoon Optics, Addy Lee, Mark Lee and Michelle Chia with their hair salon Twister.

Other familiar names that will have shops at Tampines 1 include key tenant Cold Storage, Mayer, Simmons, United Kids by Tom and Stephanie, Times Bookstores URBANWrite by Popular (trendy art paper and craft store), Velocity powered by City Chain, and one of Singapore’s leading travel agency, WTS Travel.

The mall will feature duplex stores for fashion brands Topshop and Topman, Esprit with its flagship store, and F&B tenants F.I.S.H by Fish & Co, Sushi Tei and Thai Express Bistro.

The mall will have a SISTIC counter at its Customer Service Centre and has full banking facilities by HSBC. Additional amenities available within the mall include handicapped toilets, nursing rooms, and Cash Card Top-Up Machines located at the Basement 2 carpark. The mall also offers loans for baby strollers, umbrellas and wheelchairs. Free wireless broadband access will also be available at Tampines 1.

The mall has 203 Basement parking spaces available and valet parking services will be available for visitors to Tampines 1 on Saturdays, Sundays, Eve of Public Holidays and Public Holidays (10.00am to 11.00pm) and Fridays (5.00pm to 11.00pm). The valet parking fee is a flat rate of $5 where the cost includes full day parking fees. Shoppers will also get to enjoy a $1 rebate from their $5 valet parking fee when they spend a minimum of $50 in a single same-day receipt at Tampines 1.

The mall’s opening hours is from 10.00a.m to 10.00p.m. Operating hours for the carpark will be from 6.00am to 12.30am, with $0.50 parking fees per half hour for weekdays, $0.55 per half hour and subsequently $0.35 every 15 minutes after the first 2 hours for weekends and public holidays.

Source: Tampines 1

NEED. TO. BREATHE. EXCITING. HYPERVENTILATING. TOMORROW.

I think Alcie and I are the only ones who are getting hyped up over nothing at all. Sushi Tei is something. + Zee. Hahahah.

2009-04-08T00:49:00.002+08:00

NO PICTURES TODAY D:

Polaroid refuses to work for me. Am pissed. Am going to demand a full refund/exchange of film. Am gonna make sure my $30 is not going to go down the drain.

BBQ was fanfuckingtastic. My first time playing Nintendo Wii! Hahaha. Awesome much. Kee Meng's niece and nephew superrrr dooperrrr kewtsxz!

Okay am tired going to sleep now running tomorrow fuck.

I AM VERY EXCITED/TIRED.

2009-04-06T11:18:00.005+08:00

Imma busy and tired woman. Am running around the reservoir just before I start work. We can do this everyday. I think.

As you can see, I'm pretty much into sailorette stuff now. I think the colour navy is an awesome colour. Besides, I get Changmin from DBSK (inside joke). Anyhoozles, dont you think the two outfits above are pretty? Gawd, vintage have never been this pretty.

Cupcake's in his camp now and I'm gonna meet him on Wednesday. Yippee woopa wapa.

BBQ tomorrow! + a helluva lot of pictures I hope. It's been quite some time since I had a proper picture post without all the Korean stars.

*****

IRF completed 2.4km for the first time without stopping. That's how powerful I am. I kid, I kid.

So we're running again tomorrow. Good for us. And IRF'S bod. Hahahaha.

THERE'S FUCKING UNIQLO IN THE NEW MALL. HELL YEAH.

"I can eat macaroons every single day for my entire lifetime."

I can dream.

Am changing blogskin soon.

Crossroads and heartbreaks

2009-04-05T23:20:00.005+08:00

I feel giddy. My head's spinning. My throats burning. I feel awful. I hate it when I'm feeling sick. I can never get anything done properly. I never eat anything/everything I want. I have to watch what I eat/drink/nibble/chomp. It's terribly exhausting to be unwell.

Y'know what I hate? People taking up space. In this context, I'm talking about taking up seats when they have no use for it. I find this ridiculously irritating and inconsiderate.

Another issue is how people get so oblivious to their surroundings. For one, they decided not to use headphones/earphones and blast their music through their phones. Another matter is how people talk so loudly it's as if they're deaf or something. It's almost as if the whole world belongs to them. Fuck.

This girl was making the 'grrrrrr~' sounds so loudly, the chao ahbeng sitting in front of us went to imitate her sounds too. So behind and in front of us, we hear 'grrrrrr~'. How fucking annoying is that. If I were to act rashly, I'd have turned around and told the girl to shut the fuck up and tell off the chao ahbeng that his lifespan would be shorter cause you could smell the smoke of the cigarette on him.

Imma bitch like that.

Plus, I'm a fucking genius.

I brought everything I need for training, including toiletries, but I forgot one important item. My swimsuit.

Genius or what mansxz.

P/S: I think my gifs for the previous post isn't working. Am fixing it. Tomorrow.

I'll sing it one last time for you

2009-04-04T21:39:00.005+08:00

My ass hurts. I didnt went for beach training today and I almost died this morning cause (fill in the blanks). My heart really stopped for a moment there. Just kidding.

So anywaysxz, I'm getting fatter each day so I'm trying to cut down my food intake even though it's quite hard to do so. I can keep nibbling on food for the whole day = to what I am now.

Running on the Monday with IRF before going back to school to collect my SGC.

Why my ass hurts - I went to Sengkang SSC today with Jiajun, Joel, Shirley and Derran. We played on the slides and I swear, no matter how embarrassing it can get, screaming is still the best, especially when it feels as if your heart is dropping. I love that feeling. Continuing with my story, the impact of me hitting the water was so great, my ass keeps getting hurt. Over and over again. The best day yet.

Last night was super fun too ^^

Anyhoozles, I really hope there's a BOF season 2 even though it's already confirmed that there's no Season 2. I need more SoEul scenes! Plus, I'm still upset that Mr Kim has no partner even though his soul mate was suppose to be JanDi. Oh wellsxz. So to continue living in my moments of BOF, I uploaded some more gifs.

Their last and final kiss in this show:

I was hoping for a SoEul kiss scene, but they didnt include any. However, there's SoEul CF. GaEul = super cute!

Speaking of super cute...

HOW CAN ANYONE BE THIS ADORABLE!? *gush*

Time, you can never have enough.

2009-04-03T00:07:00.004+08:00

As seen in my title of this post - I do not have enough time.

Not enough time to spend with Cupcake and friends.
Not enough time to do the things I want to do.
Not enough time to exercise (my 4 times a week training doesnt exactly count)

Basically to summarise my whole point today: NOT.ENOUGH.TICK.TOCKS.

My fingers has gotten rough now thanks to constant rope burns. Am the only one being trained S to the U to the P.E.R hard cause the coach is counting on me to beat my own record/other people's record.

World record timing: 7 fucking seconds. One word - pwned.
(Click on the word to watch funny video)

Btw, it sucks when you try to get to sleep but you cant cause you're still suffering from post-endorphins stage. You know that feeling? Yeah, it sucks cause I'm getting it everyday. Pssh.

Oh yea. Polaroid.

How can you not love polaroids? Minus the side effect of the moolah in your bank that is dipping each time you take a picture.

We took neoprints. Even my man likes it k!

The way nature made it

2009-04-01T13:34:00.002+08:00

And I'm feeling...good~

So BOF is finally over and I'm loving it.

I'm suppose to dedicate a post to Dana and Khuzzie, but I cant find the time to do so cause I'm either

1) Working
2) Watching dramas/Detective Conan
3) Sleeping

Btw, I got my first polaroid camera and I think I'm going to be out of kachingsxz if I were to spend all my money on the film itself. I'm in consideration of getting another one. Cool or what mansxz.

Am running tomorrow. Healthy is the.way.to.go!